We saw the band Gemini Syndrome recently in

Hollywood. It was our 3rd time seeing them and our

1st VIP experience. We absolutely love their music.

That night, they performed their song Remember We Die

twice - as part of their full concert & the acoustic VIP.

Both times the song nearly brought me to tears.

I battled depression last year during quarantine 

& after returning to work. I've posted on here about 

my struggles some. In fact, I came very 

close to ending my battle & letting the demons win. 

The song Remember We Die has 

resonated strongly with me. I was fortunate to share a 

bit of my story with the singer Aaron that night .

I wanted to illustrate the song in a tag/wallpaper.

Art by Zindy

Scrap by Rieneke

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 It's been a year since you left us.

A lot happens in a year.

The wound is still very much there.

It changes over the course of time.

But there is an emptiness there without you.

You'll never be forgotten my friend.

I know you visit from time to time to check

in on us. Until we meet again my friend in 

another life. Our paths will cross again.

 So I'm having a lot of insecurity right now.

And I am aware of this...but not sure how to

deal with it. Especially in the area of friendships.

I don't have many close friendship and treasure

the ones that I do. Its easier for me to make online

friends than in person friends. Not sure why but it is. 

 I always fear that people really don't like me

or I expect them to basically disappear from my life.

Both have happened repeatedly - esp the latter.

I question things - actions & things said. Being an

overthinker doesn't help at all with that.

It's not that I'm waiting for something to happen,

but when certain things do, well it makes me insecure

in the friendship. I've been feeling very insecurity for awhile now.

& I know its a me issue. Just don't know how to work

through it & get rid of it.