So I'm having a lot of insecurity right now.

And I am aware of this...but not sure how to

deal with it. Especially in the area of friendships.

I don't have many close friendship and treasure

the ones that I do. Its easier for me to make online

friends than in person friends. Not sure why but it is. 

 I always fear that people really don't like me

or I expect them to basically disappear from my life.

Both have happened repeatedly - esp the latter.

I question things - actions & things said. Being an

overthinker doesn't help at all with that.

It's not that I'm waiting for something to happen,

but when certain things do, well it makes me insecure

in the friendship. I've been feeling very insecurity for awhile now.

& I know its a me issue. Just don't know how to work

through it & get rid of it.