So I'm not happy with my therapist.

She's really nice, friendly & easy to talk too..

but I feel like she isn't getting what I'm trying

to say and therefor I'm not dealing with my depression

like maybe I need too. I thought I would look

into one of the online therapy services that

are abundant right now. But realized that isn't

for me. I can't pay & wait to be reimbursed 

$$$. I simply don't have that kind of money.

So I'm at a crossroads of what to do.

Getting help is so hard with our healthcare system.

Its very discouraging esp when it comes to mental health.

I don't know where to go from here. I feel like 

I'm getting worse but can't help it.

I don't know how to shut the demons up.