Today was rough at work.
It started off okay but then it
just went bad. I won't get into details.
Just that I had been having a good spell.
Had my depression demon quiet too.
Was really enjoying this period of like
something resembling happy.
But after today, it seems to be awake
or some form of consciousness again.
I can feel its tentacles reaching out to me
and invading my thoughts & emotions.
That old familiar friend has returned.
Except, its not a friend that I want to visit again.
But it won't leave. No, it just lies in wait
until you are vulnerable & pounces again.
The scar that won't fully heal as it gets
reopened again & again.
I had a brief cry today in a bathroom.
But I needed more - work summoned though.
Tomorrow is my Friday thankfully.
I'm really hoping its a better day.
TOUs
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